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Dec. 3rd, 2024 08:56 pm
maeve66: (Bernadette)
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The following questions are from Microbie (I do not remember how to do that click-on username html tag):


1. Describe a student you still remember many years later. (Not a question, but I am curious.)

I have a lot of students I remember from years and years ago. Some from literally 1998 to 2005, when I taught middle school in West Oakland; some from 2005-2012 when I taught at my first middle school in my current district, and some from 2012-2021 at my second middle school in the district, and into and through the Pandemic.

So. From Lowell Middle School in West Oakland... I had an eighth grader maybe my third year there? Maybe my fourth. He was a cool cat. His family was stable working class, which was rare in West Oakland. He was Black, which was almost de rigueur in West Oakland. Over my seven years at that school I had two white students, and a small minority of Asian students (mostly Vietnamese and Lao) and Mexican and Central American. At least 85% or more were African-American.

This student was pretty strong academically, but mostly motivated by basketball and track. He had a hilarious but dry sense of humor. He was very tall, had very dark skin, and an infectious smile. One day during a very stupid school spirit "Opposite Day", I wore a hoodie and chewed gum ostenatiously all day, and he found that endlessly funny and started calling me by my first name. I should have shut that shit down, but I did not. He called me by my first name most of the time for the rest of the year, though no other students picked up on it. I went to one of his basketball games in the Spring, and found myself sitting next to his father, by chance. In the final minutes of the game he came over to the bleachers and told me he was going to dunk in my honor. And he did. I let students friend me on FB once they are out of HS, figuring if they remember by then, well, no harm. He is friended to me, and he became an artist in West Oakland, though I don't know whether he does it for a living.

I could write in this much detail about at least fifteen other students, too...


2. Do you have a bucket list? If so, what's left to do?

I do not have a bucket list. Somehow I do not like the idea.

3. Have you ever been in a book club?

Hahahahahahaha. Yes. I tried being in a book club right after I stopped being resident in grad school -- I moved back home to finish my research and write my diss (never happened; I am still ABD, because I finished my written and oral exams in bravura style, but then just stalled out on crafting my unwieldy PhD thesis). It was a socialist women's book group, made up of several comrades from my own group, and some from another tradition (Maoists, if you must know). And the Maoist women purged me after either one or two meetings, because I treated it like a seminar, I think. They literally wanted me to do a crit/self crit and I refused. Two of them (this is true) were twin lawyers who did a lot of National Lawyers Guild defenses. I was gutted by this experience, and had a lot of resentment because not all of my own comrades stood up for me. They let me leave the group rather than protest forcefully. I've only THIS YEAR tried another book group -- two, in fact -- and I am enjoying them.

4. What's the worst subject/event/book you've had to teach?

Without a doubt it was sixth grade math. Thank fuck it wasn't eighth grade math. It was a punishment assignment, sixth grade math/science core, though I didn't mind the science AS MUCH. I still minded it. I hate the "multiple subject" teaching credential that I have, according to which, technically, I am qualified to teach fucking ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. Which I am in no wise actually qualified to do. Anyway, I was lucky we had a very strong math department at that school, and that as a sixth grade math-science team, we all met together and planned each week's lessons in complete lock step. The main teacher was willing to just hand me lesson plans and warm-ups and let me be a week behind, but I refused. I wanted to contribute if I could. But I hated it anyway.

5. Do you ever think about a road not taken?

Occasionally I think about either sticking with archaeology as an undergrad (at the end of the intro course, all of the grad students came in and gave us a series of speeches about how there were no jobs and they were all graduating into unemployment or at the best, following a bulldozer and pleading for potsherds ground up by the thing's metal teeth) OR sticking with French political translation and interpretation. But there are a lot of things I love about teaching -- particularly lesson planning (and doing the projects along with the students) -- and I am fully glad I moved out here and could be a part of my nieces' lives.
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"This set of questions is pretty bad." -- quoth Microbie. Correct as she usually is!

12. Have you ever taken a photograph with a celebrity?

I don't think so. But I was VERY impressed with Villagecharm's photo with BILLY BRAGG!

13. What is your favorite thing to do in your spare time?

Sleep and or read. Though today (9/2) I ended up on an unplanned Zoom meet-up with two of my best friends from grad school and we babbled and also played with Ancestry.com for about two hours -- one friend had just joined it.

14. Where in your house do you spend the most time in?

"The living room." Me, too. Although it's kind of open plan, so it's living room/dining area and the kitchen is visible over a little raised counter.

15. What is the last meal you cooked?

Cooked, cooked? As opposed to microwaved or pulled together out of the fridge? It's not a frequent occurrence any more. Oh! I made clam linguine (just canned clams, not that fancy) with a friend a couple of weeks ago. It was good. We ordered wine to put in the sauce and to drink while I cooked, and it was fun. I almost never drink wine, but we got silly BEFORE hand, reading all the "notes" of each pretty cheap white variety. I think we got... some brand called Cupcake? A sauvignon, I think. Delicious.

16. What's the fanciest food you've ever ordered at a restaurant?

Huh. Fanciest? I guess fanciest -- not a one off, but an often-at-Christmas when my father and stepmother visit -- is German food at Speisekammer's restaurant in Alameda. Delicious classics like sauerbraten and spaetzle. Duck. REALLY GOOD BEER.

17. Do you enjoy camping?

No. I didn't mind it when I was a kid, though "camping" might be a bit of a misnomer. More than once it was my folks in a pup tent and my sister and I stretched out on the car seats.

18. What kind of popcorn is your favorite?

I swear I remember these questions and maybe even answering these questions, but I don't see it when I look at my DW. I like plain popcorn, or I like serious caramel and peanuts corn, like Cracker Jack but not burnt tasting and with bigger more generous kernels.

19. What is your preferred way to learn a new skill?

Being directly taught, if it is something like guitar (which I somewhat aspire to). Trying things out on my own if it is some other kind of skill.

20. What’s your favorite horror movie?

I don't like horror over all, but sometimes there are horror movies that I think are very good -- Get Out, Nope, some Korean ones. Let the Right One In (Swedish version only).

21. What is the last new thing you discovered that was really good?

Hmmm. I mean, there's "new" and there's "new to me" which might not be at all NEW. Okay, this Australian comedy parody murder mystery series, Deadloch, which was BRILLIANT. I cannot wait for Season 2. Hilarious, but still a mystery, with zigs and zags and gender up the wazoo. I am embarrassed that I was not entirely sure that Tasmania (where the show is set) was part of Australia. I thought it might be independent or even part of New Zealand. Nope. I mean, it's an island, and I knew THAT. But still.
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23. How often do you talk on the phone?

Me, I talk on the phone a fair amount. Probably a couple of times a day at least. Not usually long, interesting conversations -- these days, those are usually texts, FB messages, or email. Writing is my most comfortable groove. But I am probably LESS against the phone than most people I know. I used to love long phone calls, back in the misty 1980s, for instance, when long, late-night phone calls were somehow very important, with friends or my then boyfriend. We had three phone outlets -- all those sort of long, oblong-shaped plastic phones where the earpiece is the same size as the cradle. One was on the wall in the kitchen (thus, no late-night phone calls there); one was on a side table in the living room (a more likely spot, though I suspect most of these remembered calls took place when my parents, or by then, my mother wasn't home), and one on my mom's bedside table. When she WASN'T home sometimes during my high school years, I remember a lot of long, involved conversations on that phone. A phone conversation, without any visual, late, in the dark, can be very intimate.

24. What is something that is challenging you right now?

I'm somewhat anxious about how the summer will be -- much as I gripe about teaching, it orders my life during the school year. Now, especially with Ruby and Rosie MOVING (my nieces -- Ruby to LA, Rosie to Rohnert Park in Sonoma County, in August, to start at Sonoma State University)... agh. Agh, I say.

25. What did you collect as a child?

I probably have tendencies towards hoarding, too, but they are countervailed by not liking clutter. As a kid, I collected

1) Coins (my great-uncle Bill, otherwise a bullying Prussian bastard, started me off with a ton of change and even paper notes literally from the European countries he hefted stretchers through in WWI; and my father brought me coins from his Fourth International meetings in France and Belgium, and my grandmother brought me coins from all over the world, wherever she traveled with my great-aunt Betty -- England, France, Spain, Portugal, Germany, Austria, Sweden, the Soviet Union, Mexico, Peru...) And then I started liking old American coins -- I kept every wheat penny I ever found -- bought a couple of 1943 steel pennies, but cheap ones, had a Morgan silver dollar also from Uncle Bill, I think -- he was a kid when it was minted, which is so weird. And so on.

2) Stamps, but this was really pushed hard by my dad, and apart from introducing me to a friend, comrade, and sometime-middle-school-and-high-school crush, who was the child of one of my dad's fellow Northwestern University Library staff, I really did not give much of a fuck about stamps for more than a year or so.

3) Dolls, mostly from my grandmother, as mentioned before.

4) Rocks, for a while -- we had a rock tumbler, very 1970s, I don't remember why. I think it was one of my dad's brief and strange passions. He would get really into something (classical CDs for a while in the 1980s, though that lasted; gardening perennials and annuals, which has also lasted)

5) Books, always and forever. It's funny that I made the transition so easily to ebooks. I still have most of the books that I loved, growing up, and from grad school, on a wall of shelves (oh, I always wanted a wall of shelves and now I have one)... but I almost always read electronically now. Even old books, which I read electronically via the Internet Archive. I tremble at the thought that copywriter bastards may succeed in bringing that glorious collection down.

6) I guess, Xmas ornaments? I mean, I don't have tons of house decorations (barely any) so it is not out of hand... and I haven't really gotten any new ones recently... I don't think. But I have one plastic storage box, probably 1 and 1/2 feet by 2 and 1/2 feet that has my tree stand and all the Xmas tree stuff. I used to take Ruby and Rosie to Cost Plus/World Market at the beginning of every December and get a couple of new ones. And I have half of the ones my sister and I grew up with -- we divided them scrupulously. I also tend to look to buy a new Xmas album, or a few songs, anyway, every year.

So I collected and still collect a lot of stuff, I guess... but it doesn't spread out of bounds. My house doesn't look cluttered, which I couldn't bear. I mean, it also doesn't look Nordic or anything. Er, a happy medium?

26. When was the last time you went to a museum?

Ages ago. A couple of years. I do troll the internet, though, the way we were all encouraged to do when lock down started in 2020.

I incorporate art into my teaching as much as possible, and it's much harder to give kids art projects to do via virtual, so I went harder this year on doing mini-art-history lessons to start each Zoom class, beginning about in... February, I see by looking at my photos.

I pretty randomly decided on some of the most well-known artists to begin with (I started with Van Gogh, in fact, and then Renoir and Matisse) and I would have one of their works as the background on my laptop, and share screen in Zoom after we did check-in, and talk about the artist, his or her life, their context, and the piece. I am NOT an art historian, at all, in any way, so this was all kind of improvised on the spot with the help of Wikipedia and any reviews of art exhibits etc I could find online. I learned a lot myself, about art and artists I like. I would usually spend three Zoom days per artist, something like that.

Artists I recall at this point: Renoir, Kandinsky, Klee, Hilma af Klint, Gustav Klimt, Jacob Lawrence, Picasso, Archibald Motley, Sr., Frida Kahlo, Diego Rivera, a side-swerve into a lot of those lock-down projects where people at home recreated famous paintings using themselves and took a selfie (I loved those), Andy Warhol, Jean-Michel Basquiat, Keith Haring, and the final one will be Banksy. We have three more days of Zoom, next week. The last three before Banksy worked really well, because they all knew each other and overlapped.

27. Do you put anything besides cheese on grilled cheese sandwiches?

Jesus, no.

28. When it comes to books, what do you think is the “perfect” amount of pages?

"I disagree with this question's premise. If I like the writing, I don't want the book to end. If the writing or the character(s) is/are awful, it's too long at 10 pages." What Microbie said.

That stated, I have to admit I do like a long-assed book (if it's good, obvs.) Long-assed books I have liked: the oeuvre of James Clavell; of Jean Auel, of Colleen McCullough, of Neal Stephenson, of Kim Stanley Robinson, and of Gillian Bradshaw, who I wish would write MORE, damnit. I really enjoy her very detailed historical novels.
maeve66: (aqua tea icon)
Today was the first day of the 2019-2020 school year, with students. It went well -- there's always a honeymoon period. I swear, weirdly, that the coming of the school year is the one thing that has fixed my sleep schedule. I've gotten good sleep (and I've eaten more regularly) every day since last Saturday. If I could add the habit of making a lunch the night before, I'd be... glad. Healthier. Hasn't happened yet, though. Random news: my older niece moved onto campus, into her dorm, at Cal Berkeley yesterday. It's still kind of a shock to all of our systems, even though she's local, thank fuck. My sister and I both went to the university where my dad was the Archivist, Northwestern, so we were local, too. In fact, after one year in a dorm, I took my roommate back home to my mom's and we lived there, "off campus" but not away from family. We made bedrooms in the semi-finished attic (last used for housing during World War II, apparently). R. says she was really homesick and lonely last night for a half hour... then she called her dad and said she'd forgotten some stuff, and my sister and he (who were suffering too) took it to her and took her out to dinner at Saul's Deli. My younger niece is going to miss her terribly, terribly -- they're really close friends. They do a lot of ironic watching of shows together. I bet they'll make clockwork sister dates, actually.

And now, a meme:

1. Are you named after someone? That depends on whether fictional characters count: I am named after the younger main female character in Steinbeck's East of Eden... alternatively, I am named after a granddaughter of John D. Rockefeller who went to public school for a hot minute when my dad was in second grade or something, in the early '50s in Lake Geneva, Wisconsin. And SHE may have been named after the Steinbeck character.
2. When was the last time you cried? Crying a little bit comes and goes still, about my mom.
3. Do you like your handwriting? I DO like my handwriting, and am flattered when other people (my students, for example) like it. It's changed a lot since I was in middle school, when I did hate it.
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? Honestly, tuna salad. Otherwise, if it has to be meat, rosemary ham.
5. Do you have any kids? nope
6. If you were another person would you be friends with yourself? I think I would be friends with me, though I might be exasperated sometimes.
7. Do you use sarcasm? I am not a great user of sarcasm, but I appreciate it as wit in others.
8. Do you still have your tonsils? yes, but not my wisdom teeth
9. Would you bungee jump? I would have said yes to this at a younger, lighter age. Also parachute jumping. Now, hell no.
10. What is your favorite cereal? Muesli I make myself from bulk grains etc, see my last entry. I have eaten that stuff every morning since I made it this past weekend, and I am not tired of it, and can't imagine being tired of it.
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? I am such a savage (hat tip to [personal profile] microbie) that I don't own any shoes that tie. I own one pair of shoes -- black Crocs. I hate shoes.
12. Do you think you're strong? Hmm.
13. What is your favorite ice cream? I like a scoop of really good lemon sorbet in a bowl with very rich, dense (but not bitter) chocolate.
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? their faces
15. Red or pink? This is the only easy question about colors, because pink is almost always gross. Red.
16. What is the thing you like least about yourself? probably my laziness
17. What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? blue and gray pajama pants and no shoes
18. What was the last thing you ate? Vegan curried lentil soup from the Berkeley Bowl and also a microwavable non-frozen Indian dinner with cauliflower and peas, rice, and I think makhani dal?
19. What are you listening to right now? "California Love" 2Pac and Dr. Dre
20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? parma violet or limepeel green (these are actually Prismacolor colored pencil colors)
21. Favorite smell? lavender is always nice, as [personal profile] microbie says, and also rosemary
22. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? I talked to my stepmother this morning when I was in the Starbucks drive-thru, on my first day of the school year. She and my dad are on their way home from a driving vacation to Toronto, Montreal, and the East Coast. Tomorrow's my dad's 77th birthday, and Mary made sure to remind me. I wouldn't forget it!
23. Favorite sport to watch? "football, because I am a terrible person" Yeah, I'm guilty, but I enjoy it so much. I will say that women's soccer this summer was a lot of fun to watch, and I totally have a crush on Megan Rapinoe. I want a poster of her for my classroom.
24. Hair color real? yes, brown and grey. When it's fresh-washed it's getting to be silvery grey and brown, which is nice.
25. Eye color? hazel
26. Do you wear contacts? no; I wear glasses, but I cannot wear contacts (I found out in high school) because I will get neovascularization of the retina and iris
27. Favorite food? Too hard to choose, although if we are talking a whole cuisine, then Indian
28. Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings
29. Last movie you watched? An actual movie... new to me? I rewatched some stuff this summer, I think. The last new new movie might have been Black Panther.
30. What color shirt are you wearing? white
31. Summer or winter? Summer, though I like the rainy season out here and I used to like the ridiculousness of a snowy winter in Evanston (border of Chicago and Lake Michigan)
32. Hugs or kisses? More hugs than kisses
33. Favorite dessert? Bread pudding with whiskey sauce
34. What book are you reading right now? The Mortal Blow, a late Georgian mystery, by... who is the author? Elizabeth Bailey. It's the fifth one. I am enjoying this series. It takes place in England during the French Revolution, so it's pre-Regency. It is starting to make me want to re-read The Scarlet Pimpernel, a book that should certainly have been on my list of guilty pleasure reading, for political reasons.
35. What is on your mouse pad? I don't have a mouse pad
36. What did you watch on t.v. last night? An episode of the current season of Master Chef, which I may also do after finishing this post.
37. Favorite sound? If music... upbringing apparently still holds sway: folk music; if not music... a hard rain, or at least a long lasting rain that you can hear while falling asleep.
38. Rolling stones or beatles? [personal profile] microbie said "Do I look like a middle-aged white guy?" and I feel her. The Beatles are okay. I liked their stuff when I was a preteen. And I think I've owned one Rolling Stones record. But it's not a question of importance to me.
39. What is the farthest you have been from home? I guess the farthest East I got from home was Italy?
40. Do you have a special talent? I have lots, or at least they're special to me.
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I haven't seen it, but from someone else's answer, I guess it's simple enough: list the plays you've seen, the movies you've seen (I might add weird modern adaptations here), and the plays you've read. Okay. I can do that. (Yes, I am only posting memes... I MIGHT do a post about all the things I meant to do this summer and still need to do, but it seems awfully like a horrible New Year's Resolution post, and I Don't Do Those.)

Shakespeare plays I have actually watched on a stage, live*:

As You Like It
Richard III
Henry IV pt. I
Henry IV pt. II
Henry V
The Tempest
Two Gentlemen of Verona
Romeo and Juliet

Shakespeare plays I have read:

As You Like it
Merchant of Venice
Midsummer Night's Dream
Taming of the Shrew
The Tempest
Henry V
Richard III
Hamlet
Julius Caesar
King Lear
Macbeth
Othello
Romeo and Juliet

Shakespeare movies I've seen:

Merchant of Venice
Taming of the Shrew (Burton and Taylor)
Henry V (Branagh and Thompson)
Richard III (a couple of different versions)
Hamlet (ditto, a few versions, including Branagh)
Julius Caesar (Olivier)
Macbeth (Polanski -- no idea who the actors were!)
Othello
Romeo and Juliet (Zeffirelli and also the DiCaprio/Danes one)

Adaptations that were cool or interesting that I've seen:

Omkara (Bollywood Othello; amazing movie. SO GOOD)
Maqbool (ditto of Macbeth, same director... not quite as successful. Less music.)
Kiss Me, Kate
Ten Things I Hate About You
Strange Brew (which I did not realize was a take off on Hamlet, despite the name of the brewery, Elsinore... I kind of loved that movie when I was a kid)
Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead
oh, god, The Lion King (also didn't realize, uh, DUHHhhhh.)
Throne of Blood (brilliant)
West Side Story
Romeo Must Die (shot in OAKLAND!) (well, Emeryville, too)
Bollywood Queen (I did not really catch that this was an R&J takeoff)
My Own Private Idaho?? is apparently based on Henry IV (with bits from other plays... I loved that movie)
I loved this movie, too, but the fact that Richard Dreyfuss PLAYED Richard III in The Goodbye Girl does not really qualify it as a version of the play, I don't think.
Also didn't know that the first series of Blackadder was a parody of several Shakespeare plays
and... Prospero's Books (also brilliant)

*Some of these are because when I was a kid, Northwestern University put on summer versions of the plays outside and people took picnics; some of it is because I was lucky enough to get tickets to the English (not the Royal) Shakespeare company doing a cycle of the history plays in Chicago.
maeve66: (Read Motherfucking Books All Damn Day)
1. Five of the best living writers

Barbara Kingsolver
Hilary Mantel
Jo Walton
Neal Stephenson
Marge Piercy
A. S. Byatt

(So many people are relatively recently dead, whom I wanted to list! Ursula K. LeGuin, Octavia Butler, Margaret Frazier...)



2. Five formative books

Anne of Green Gables
The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn (and Tom Sawyer)
Harriet the Spy
The Lives of a Cell
The Communist Manifesto

3. Five books you recommend to anyone

The Autobiography of Malcolm X
Nickled and Dimed
SevenEves
The Lilith's Brood trilogy
Shogun

4. Five books that are overrated (hard because mostly if I think they're overrated, I refuse to read them, so can I really judge?)

anything by John Updike (and Philip Roth, too)
Eat, Pray, Love (have not read it)
Wuthering Heights
Catcher in the Rye
The Unbearable Lightness of Being

5. Books people expect you to have read based on your background/job/interests

A teacher? Who teaches 7th grade Social Studies and English/Language Arts? I think they expect me to read a lot of contemporary literature and young adult fiction. Otherwise, a socialist and feminist?

Virginia Woolf
Karl Marx
Harry Potter series
YA dystopian series
Paulo Freire

6. Have you read them?

Never read any Virginia Woolf. I've read a LOT of Karl Marx, and that guy is more of a stylist (and more of a comedian, in the snarky sense) than you might expect. I've read Harry Potter, and most YA dystopian series, and even horrible stuff like the Twilight series when it first came out, to keep up with the kids. I have indeed read Paulo Freire, the Brazilian revolutionary pedagogy theorist and practitioner.

7. Books you recommend based on your background/job/interests

Class Dismissed, about Berkeley High and race and class
The German Ideology, one of the best things Marx wrote
Nickle and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By in America
lots of Marge Piercy, lots of Octavia Butler for feminist sci fi
Kim Stanley Robinson for projections about future socialist possibilities and climate change

8. Books that have been on your to-read list for years

Moby Dick -- I read the first few pages and the writing is insanely glorious, but then I bog down
The History of the Russian Revolution, by Leon Trotsky
Lolita, though I quail and may never do it
Tacitus and Suetonius
October (and several other novels) by China Miéville

9. Books you like to have around (this is a little problematic for me now, because I have an iPad which probably has more than 2,000 books, which makes me SO HAPPY)

I used to carry Voltaire's Candide in my shoulder bags at all times
The Communist Manifesto & The German Ideology & Economic and Philosophic Manuscripts
Stephen J. Gould and Lewis Thomas essays
tons of 19th c. YA lit, from Twain through Alcott to Frances Hodgson Burnett
Shogun (I have everything by Clavell, and also everything by McCullough except I don't care about Thorn Birds, and everything by Jean M. Auel, ridiculous though it is...)

10. Any spicy book takes?

I'm not sure what this question means... 19th c. porn? The fact that I have a Goodreads shelf called "Books I've Read More than 25 Times"? My niece tells me that this question means "Hot Takes" -- anything I have a controversial view of... hm. I don't give a damn about the Russian classics, except I liked the one Turgenev book I read. I've never read Lolita and probably never will. I hate 99% of Oprah books, but that doesn't mean I don't read junk, because I SO do. I love genre fiction (genres I love: mysteries, historical mystery series, sci fi, historical fiction, Regency romances and the occasional chick lit one...).
maeve66: (me in sixth grade)
Thank you microbie and mistersmearcase for a meme!

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1. What bill do you hate paying the most?

From the logistics p-o-v, none, because absolutely everything is paid automatically from my account. From the "I resent paying this" p-o-v? Maybe the HOA? It's higher than any I've seen and I am not sure what for. Xfinity is also a big pain in the ass.


2. When was the last time you had a romantic dinner?

Uh, years and years?

3. What do you really want to be?

I sort of wish I hadn't been intimidated by all of the grad students at Northwestern telling us freshmen in the final lecture of the introductory course that we'd never get a job -- and gone on and become an archeologist. And I'd still like to be a writer. But being a teacher has been satisfying. I am a little afraid, though, that because I am about seven years out from the earliest point I could retire, I might start feeling like an inmate on short time.

4. How many colleges did you go to?

Northwestern University, BA in French Studies; one year at University of Sussex; University of Missouri, MA in American Social and Labor History

5. Why did you choose the shirt you have on now?

It's comfortable, swing-y, and purple

6. Thoughts on gas prices right now?

"I am one of those urban jerks who don't pay attention to gas prices because I get gas maybe once a month." I can say exactly what microbie says here, though I might get gas every three weeks instead of a month? I have a short commute.

7. First thought when the alarm goes off in the morning?

I'm always awake a minute before the alarm, and then I have to decide if I'm going to put it ahead another twenty minutes. I usually do.

8. Last thought you had before you went to bed last night?

What was I thinking about? Probably "Damn, how did it fucking get this late AGAIN; I'm going to have a terrible time trying to sleep."

9. Do you miss being a child?

I liked being a teenager, but even as a teenager, I pretended I was (and wanted to be) an adult.

10. What errand/chore do you despise most?

It used to be laundry, but now it's vacuuming. And taking the trash out.

11. Up early or sleep in?

Sleep in, though Devlin, my cat wakes me up at 5:30 for breakfast. This is weak of me, isn't it?

12. Found love yet?

Nope.

13. Favorite lunch meat?

Rosemary ham

14. What do you get every time at Wal-MART?

It's been a long time since I've even been to Target, much less WalMART... at Target, it used to be a melamine plate or two (see earlier entry)... and usually cleaning supplies. Not very interesting.

15. Beach or lake?

There can be beaches at lakes. The beach at Lake Geneva (Wisconsin) is glorious.

16. Is marriage overrated?

I don't know. I haven't thought about marriage much.

17. Ever crashed a vehicle?

Oh, so many times, in my teens. So many fender benders, and at least one that could have been worse, with failed brakes on a rainy night.

18. Strangest place you've brushed your teeth?

I think it's always been in a bathroom...

19. Somewhere you've never been but want to go?

Ireland

20. At this point in your life, would you want to start a new career?

I tend to think about what I might do to earn money once retiring. I'm good at online courses, and at editing.

21. Do you have a go to person?

Adam used to be! But he moved to Saudi Arabia! Often, I guess, my sister.

22. Are you where you want to be in life?

I'd like to be healthier

23. Growing up what were your favorite cartoons?

I didn't really like cartoons. And that's speaking as someone who happily watched Charley's Angels, Brady Bunch, and Gilligan's Island.

24. What do you think has changed about you since you are older?

I'm much slower

25. Someone who you think will do this?

"Someone who wants to update but can't think of what to write." -- from Microbie. I hope other people will do it! It's always fun to read people's answers. Of course, some people are wittier than others (than me, I mean), ahem, mistersmearcase.
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1. Do you like blue cheese?

Um. I love cheese like it's the best thing in the entire world, but there are a lot of cheeses I prefer to blue.

2. Have you ever smoked?

I smoked briefly when I was about 25, I think? In Columbia, Missouri during grad school, when a drunken roommate alerted me to how well it went with going to shitkicking country dive bars, misdressed (him in sockless topsiders and a polo shirt and khaki shorts, the complete preppie who looked a good deal like Gregory Peck). Smoking makes you dizzy, did you know that? It's like twice the drunk for half the money! But I didn't keep it up.

3. Do you own a gun?

Wtf. No.

4. What is your favorite flavor?

This is an impossible question. I agree with [personal profile] mistersmearcase about grapefruit, but also blood orange... and... hm... lemon... pomegranate... er, all things tangy?

5. Do you get nervous before doctor visits?

Yes, because I am fat and that is a fucking sin in doctor land, even if they're not absolute bastards about it.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?

I haven't liked a hot dog since I was a kid and we had regular dinners of hot dog and butter bean casseroles. They were okay for ball games. Generally do not like.

7. Favourite Christmas movie?

I love It's a Wonderful Life and A Christmas Story. The latter is so fucking Midwestern.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?

English or Irish breakfast tea... or on a lazy day, loose leaf Assam

9. Do you do push-ups?

Hahahaha. I do go waterwalking. I like water. Especially salt water, like at the Richmond Plunge.

10. What’s your favourite piece of jewelry?

I barely remember ever to wear earrings any more. I have a ring that is a biggish rectangle (1.5 cm x 1 cm?) of cloudy moonstone over (so the jeweler told me) blue paper, in a silver setting. I love it.

11. Favourite hobby?

Reading. Writing.

12. Do you have A.D.D.?

No.

13. What’s the one thing you hate about yourself?

Laziness. I mean, I quite enjoy it, but it does make life harder.

14. Middle name?

Elizabeth

15. Name three thoughts right now?

Less than two weeks left without work, sigh. I love having Ruby and Rosie come over to hang out, play computer games, binge watch TV and sleep over.

16. Name 3 drinks you drink regularly.

tea, fizzy water, diet gingerale (or Coke)

17. Where's the question?

Uh

18. Current hate right now?

FB friends demonizing people who vote for the Greens (like me)

19. Favorite place to be?

armchair in my bay window, Devlin on my lap

20. How do you ring in the New Year?

I have never gotten the point of NYE

21. Where would you like to go?

Montreal, Newcastle, London, Belfast, Dublin

22. Name three people who will complete this?

Yeah, two friends already did it (hi, [personal profile] mistersmearcase and [profile] ironedorchid)

23. Do you own slippers?

Yes. I got a pair for my mom for Xmas, and they were so amazing that I then went and ordered a pair for myself.

24. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Faded red smocked

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?

No.

26. Can you whistle?

No.

27. Favourite colour?

I have always hated this question. I love colors. I give students the challenge of coming up with as many as they can at one point during the poetry unit, and it's fun finding gradations and weird names. Go look at the list in Wikipedia: unbelievable.

28. Would you be a pirate?

In Black Sails it seems like the pirates' accountants have the better job.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?

I don't

30. Favourite girls name?

Maude or Mairead or Roisin

31. Favourite boys name?

David

32. What’s in your pocket right now?

a barrette

33. Last person that made you laugh?

Rosie made me laugh when she asked if (she was chatting with a friend of mine on FB for a second while I attended to something) she would get me kicked off FB if she cursed. He'd teased her about the Cubs beating the Oakland As, and she was pissed. Me, I couldn't care less about baseball, and I approve of swearing.

34. Best toy as a child?

You know, when all is said and done, I think I liked my Sunshine Family dolls the best. Barbie dolls were fucking annoying. Hippie dolls were great fun.

35. Worst injury?

I haven't really had one.

36. Where would you love to live?

I still miss Chicago (Evanston) and maybe Madison, Wisconsin. But Oakland is nice. I'm terrified about getting priced out, though. Rent is crazier and crazier. And who's ever seen rent GO DOWN once it's gone up? I mean, sometimes house prices drop... but I don't think I've known rent to do that...

37. How many TVs do you have in your house?

One.

38. Who is your loudest friend?

I don't think I have loud friends.

39. How many dogs do you have?

None.

40. Does someone trust you?

I think lots of people do.

41. What's your favorite movie?

I don't know. Reds? Rang de Basanti?

42. What’s your favourite sweet?

German chocolate cake with pecan-caramel icing

43. What’s your favourite sports team?

Still the Green Bay Packers

44. What song do you want played at your funeral?

I have never considered this. "The Internationale", maybe
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This is a placeholder post, the comments for which are meant to be a place for suggesting three hundred and sixty-five grown-up (or at least not moronic or banal or jejune) topics for blogging. I have two post topics, so I'll put them in the comments. Please, anyone should feel free to contribute. [personal profile] sabotabby's idea was to start actually blogging the topics on January 1st 2013. Ambitious!

ETA: I have corralled what suggestions there have been so far, and added some, and we are 1/10th of the way to 365 topics. Hm. I should probably put this behind a cut. )

12/16/12: now at 75 topics! Twenty more and we'll be a quarter of the way through the year. I hope the contributions keep coming in. S-J, where are you? Also, [profile] slantedeyes65, where are YOU? And everybody else, more please, more!

1/2/13: I will keep trying to add topics, but at this point what I think I am going to do is just dip into this about twice a week, so that I have topics to write on whether or not I am inspired to write in LJ (or DW, whatever). My niece is finally blogging, but she chose Blogger, sigh.
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1. What kind of soap is in your bathtub right now?

I think I have lavender soap in my tub/shower, but also this gorgeous-smelling blood orange shower gel, which is what I prefer.

2. Do you have any watermelon in your refrigerator?

No.

3. Is there anything mouldy in your refrigerator?

No. But I just cleaned it out this weekend.

4. Are there any dirty dishes in your sink?

Yes. There shouldn't be, but there definitely are.

5. What would you change about your living room?

It needs a new floor. So does my whole apartment. It has wooden floors (which I prefer enough that I would have a very hard time renting a place that did NOT have hardwood floors...) but I think they're the original ones from the 'teens. Whenever an apartment is vacant, the owner refinishes the floors (and then requires tenants not to wear shoes inside the apartment) or installs that fake wood laminate flooring.

6. Are the dishes in your dishwasher clean or dirty?

No dishwasher.

7. Do you have a can of mushrooms in your pantry?

Eww.

8. White or wheat bread?

White; sourdough or baguette. Or else a good local brand, Vital Vittles, which is whole wheat.

9. What is on top of your refrigerator?

Lord, so much that it will be hard to name. I have ZERO (I mean that literally) counter space in my tiny kitchen. There is a 20 inch by twenty-five inch tiled space next to the 1910s porcelain enamel rectangular drop sink, but the dish drainer is there. Otherwise, nothing. So, on top of the fridge: a huge container of homemade muesli (got used to eating it in Britain; don't like sugar in it, therefore make it myself). Flour, sugar, large nested bowls, cookie cutters, oven mitts, some standing boxes of pasta, some kitchen towels, lots of other stuff I am forgetting.

10. What color is your sofa?

I think the futon cover is wine-red, but it's covered with a more faded wine-reddish fitted flannel sheet because the futon cover is like a relentless and later unyielding magnet for cat hair. The fitted sheet is less so.

11. What color or design is on your shower curtain?

Interlocking blue and brown and green circle-y things. It's not my favorite. My favorite died, and I haven't found a good replacement.

12. How many plants are in your home?

None. I had a jade plant for a while, which is the plant I succeeded at not killing for the longest time.

13. How many candles are in your home?

I don't have decorative candles, really. But I do have really nice smelly ones, which I guess count as that. I probably have eight or so in various states of meltedness. Mostly lemongrass, some cranberry orange.

14. Is your bed made right now?

No.

15. If you have a coffee pot, what color is it?

I have a tea pot. It's blue.

16. Electric or standard can opener?

Standard, which I rarely use because I tend to buy cans which are self opening.

27. Comet or Soft Scrub?

I think I have both, though the Comet is probably more than ten years old.

28. Is your closet organized?

Well... clothes are hanging up and there's nothing but a vacuum cleaner and a box of my dissertation research materials on the floor of my bedroom closet. My hall closet has a lot more stuff in it, but you can walk in and select some of that stuff without injury.

29. What color is the flashlight that you use the most?

I don't have a flashlight, so I use my iPhone, which has one built in, thank fuck.

30. What kinds of things are in your junk drawer?

Only one? Five million pens, little objects like a tiny plastic buddha, a rock that a student glued glitter to and gave me as "Harry Potter's Sorcerer's Stone" my first year of teaching, because I read it aloud to the class, eighteen years ago, printer ink cartridges, my checkbook, pretty cards and envelopes, playing cards, markers, pencil leads, unpaid parking tickets, an extra charger cord, hair barrettes...

31. Do you drink out of glass or plastic most of the time at home?

Both.

32. Do you have iced tea made in a pitcher right now?

No, but I usually do.

33. If you have a garage, is it cluttered?

I don't. Street parking only, which sucks.

34. Curtains or blinds?

Blinds, which are gross and which I leave rolled up.

35. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Two, the top one of which is one of those memory foam ones with a dip to support your neck, and a body pillow.

36. Do you sleep with any lights on at night?

No.

37. How many ceiling fans are in your home?

None. My place was built in the 1910s, and has crazy high ceilings. Sadly it also has almost NO air flow. Every time I cook (in that tiny crap kitchen) the smoke alarm goes off. Every single time.

38. How often do you vacuum?

Almost never.

39. Standard toothbrush or electric?

Standard.

40. What color is your toothbrush?

I don't know. White and some other color. Turquoise?

41. Do you have a welcome mat on your front porch?

The apartment building does. I couldn't tell you what it says, if anything. I don't.

42. What is in your oven right now?

Oven racks.

43. Is your microwave clean or dirty?

Clean

44.Is there anything under your bed?

Laundry detergent, dryer sheets, a big plastic storage crate of Xmas ornaments and the tree stand, a cardboard box of Sunshine Family dolls and furniture and accessories, which I got from EBay for playing with my nieces.

45. Chore you hate doing the most?

Laundry.

46. What retro items are in your home?

I have a stereoscope and a collection of stereoscope cards, including a cool set from just after the San Francisco earthquake

47. Do you have a separate room that you use as an office?

The living room has to suffice.

48. If you have a yard, who mows it?

Don't have a yard.

49. Is there anything on your kitchen floor right now?

Cat food bowl, cat water arrangement, selection of plastic bags for shopping, a couple of bottles of wine and gin and tonic water

50. How many mirrors are in your home?

One in the bathroom over the sink, and one on the wall in my bedroom

51. Do you have any hidden emergency money around your home?

It's not exactly hidden, and I have thought of it more as a supplemental savings than emergency money... I have a tin bank shaped like a red call box that came with caramels or something in it, years ago.

52. What color are your walls?

White.

53. Which rooms in your house have wallpaper?

None.

54. Do you have a peephole in your front door?

Nope.

55. Do you keep any kind of protection weapons in your home?

You must be kidding.

56. What does your home smell like right now?

It's pretty neutral. None of my candles are lit.

57. Fave candle scent?

See earlier answer.

58. What kind of pickles (if any) are in your refrigerator right now?

None

59. Who are in the pictures you display?

I have a display along my very long hallway from old family photos I photocopied back in the day. They were black and white and I blew them up and photocopied them in color, and you can't really tell, under glass. Both sides are represented -- my father's father, who was a handsome young postman in the 1940s, my mother's mother's mother, who was a coquette in the 1890s before she got married, my father's grandmother as a tiny chubby toddler with her two sisters in Chicago in the late 1880s.

60. What color is your favorite bible?

I don't have a Bible. I can't really imagine having a favorite one. My favorite copy of the Communist Manifesto, on the other hand (I think I have three?) is probably the red one, because I bought it with the first money I was paid in my first job, which was cleaning a store downtown, age 13. I was paid in petty cash, and that first week, I took the $23 and went to Kroch's and Brentano's, a local big bookstore, and bought The Communist Manifesto (quite a Cold War edition with an anti-communist introduction I was furious about), 1984, and Animal Farm.

61. Ever been on your roof?

Yes. Our roof is huge and flat and has a sort of rim. I've tried watching Fourth of July fireworks up there, but there are too many tall buildings between this place and the estuary where they shoot off the fireworks.

62. Do you own a stereo?

Nope, all music goes through the computer, but my speakers are quite good.

63. How many TVs do you have?

One, used for Netflix and streaming shows from my computer.

64. How many house phones?

Just a cell phone.

65. Do you have a housekeeper?

I do pay a crew once a month, and if I could afford it, I'd try to do it twice a month.

66. What style do you decorate in?

Boho, more or less, much like my mother and grandmother. Wood and colored fabrics and colorful stuff on the walls. A million books.

67. Do you like solid colors in furniture or prints?

Solids for upholstery, and then patterned pillows. Hippie prints for comforter on the bed. Seriously, it looks a great deal like the comforter I had in 1972, which said "peace, love, joy" and had paisleys and flowers and psychedelic patterns.

68. Is there a smoke detector in your home?

Yes, and a carbon-monoxide alarm.

69. In case of fire, what are the items you would grab if you only could make one quick trip?

Cat, phone, iPad, back-up disk, purse (with wallet, phone, iPad in it)

70. Do you know how to work your electrical box?

Nope

71. What temperature in your home is most comfortable to you?

I try never to turn on the heat during the California winter. I don't usually make it the whole winter through (though last winter was bizarrely warm). I prefer cooler to warmer.

The End

A Meme!!!

Feb. 5th, 2015 10:21 pm
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From [personal profile] mistersmearcase and [personal profile] villagecharm

Nine things you do every day
1. drink some variety of orange-cut pekoe black tea... English or Irish breakfast tea. With half-and-half.
2. feed, pet, get covered in orange cat hair by my cat Devlin
3. ignore making the bed
4. mess around on the internet -- FB, the Guardian, Wikipedia, Goodreads, YouTube, Ancestry.com
5. doodle
6. wear my glasses from opening my eyes to turning off the light at bedtime
7. read
8. write
9. either teach or think about lessons I want to teach

Eight things that annoy you
1. edubabble spouted by administrators at any level
2. ads -- which since I don't have a functioning TV are these days mostly internet ads and particularly, Facebook ads
3. a new teacher at my site who is creepy and has asinine politics with kneejerk ignorant self-deluding racism* who has for some reason chosen to KEEP TALKING TO ME
4. my own inertia, sometimes
5. laundry, cleaning, dishes
6. the lack of off street parking in my area
7. my utterly terrible, tiny, awful kitchen
8. when books in series are not all available as ebooks, but just some random selection of them


Seven fears/phobias (not sure I have seven... also, hella depressing topic)
1. bad health; specifically the complications that progress with diabetes
2. trying to keep up with fast-moving crowds, e.g. demonstrations, these days
3. dementia, which an uncle has... though his seems to be vascular dementia
4. cockroaches and most chitinous beetles, UGH
5. ants
6. unemployment
7. an impoverished old age

Six songs that you’re addicted to
1. "Beeswing" as performed by either Richard Thompson or Christy Moore
2. "Landslide" as performed by pretty much anyone
3. "Roobaroo" from one of my favorite Bollywood movies Rang de Basanti
4. "Tubthumping" by Chumbawamba
5. "50 Thousand Deep" by Blue Scholars
6. Right now, "Highwayman" but not the Phil Ochs (or god forbid the Loreena McKennitt) version adding music to the Alfred Noyes poem, but instead an original song and collaboration between Johnny Cash, Kris Kristofferson, and Willie Nelson. I do love the Phil Ochs song, though.

Five things you can’t live without
1. my family
2. friends, whether in person or via the internets
3. books
4. tea
5. my cat

Four memories you won’t forget

1. being present and witnessing my older niece's entire birth, and cutting her umbilical cord
2. finding out I had won a French prize my Senior year of high school which meant I would be flying to Paris and taking classes at the Alliance Française and living at a nun-run hostel on the Île St. Louis (and then escaping the classes to go to a revolutionary youth peace camp in Germany with revolutionary marxist youth from all over Europe)
3. meeting a young(er than me, by a good 12 years) Air Force linguist at a bar and deciding to go out with him, despite the many and highly obvious reasons this was fairly ridiculous.
4. coming back from Spring Break to teaching, my fifth year of teaching (2003) and being greeted by the principal, the vice-principal, and four teachers in a row with queries about my arrest at an anti-war sit-in in Richmond, at the Chevron HQ, a photo of which I had not known had featured on the front page of the Oakland Tribune

Three words you can’t go a day without
1. "Turn to page..."
2. "Hey, baby" -- to Devlin, my cat.
3. "ludicrous" possibly not DAILY, but fairly frequently, at school -- it used to make my Oakland students howl, in the early 'aughts. Because, Ludakris

Two things you wish you could do
1. go swimming at the Richmond Natatorium (salt water pool!) more regularly
2. recommit to learning Hindi... and/or FIND A DAMN CLASS in the language. That doesn't cost $5,000

One person you trust:

I trust a lot of people. It's hard to reduce this one to one person. I trust everyone in my family. Hmm. Of non-family people, I trust [profile] amarama



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*I am trying to think of an example of this. It was obvious the first time he buttonholed me in my classroom after school, condescending to me because he has a masters in some insanely stupid field of history... oh yeah, the history of the Olympics, and then talking confidingly to me about "these kids, you know, they come from broken homes and drugs and just can't handle higher levels of thought; they're ignorant of any kind of current events and have no capacity to analyze what's going on, and they don't care" -- after which I shot down every fucking word he said and talked about students I'd taught in West Oakland and their extremely on point political understanding. He's kind of been trying to backpedal and I guess curry favor with me since, and I wish he'd stop and just hate me and avoid me.
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Day 24: Are there any minoritarian takes on what has happened in history (I am avoiding the phrase "conspiracy theories") that engage your curiosity for one reason or another?

No. Well, that was easy! Ha. I really don't give a shit about conspiracy theories and I think they're 100% bullshit.


Day 25: What is this War on Obesity all about?

This isn't so easy. I think there is a lot going on here, from simple capitalism (the weight-loss industry is ENORMOUS and enormously profitable, from corporate behemoths like Weight Watchers and Jenny Craig to fly-by-night internet commandos who tell you about "one weird rule for flattening your tummy!" to food industry titans who produce Splenda (hi, Northwestern... or maybe your researchers invented that earlier one, in the blue packet?) to Olestra to blah blah blah) to the inevitable results of cars and decline in walking, to the unknown results of pesticides and toxins in our environment -- as far as people generally getting fatter, and as far as capitalism succeeding at making money off of that. Then you add the United States' insanely libertarian counterintuitive notions of privatized healthcare, and punishing and excluding people who in actuarial terms will cut into insurance profits. Culturally, the contemporary social policing of acceptable bodies (particularly women's "acceptable" bodies) collides with these factors and with the moralizing examples of anti-smoking campaigns, anti-drugs campaigns, the "War on Drugs" rhetoric, and stigmas around class and consumption, you get Michelle Obama's "War on Obesity". It's incredibly oppressive and horrible. The idea that someone's workplace could punish them for their weight, for example, is horrifying. And it's happening. The cultural and political opposition to this -- fat studies, fat rights, Health at Every Size (HAES), the harm reduction model -- all of those are helpful, but it's an area where the viciousness and prejudice is widespread and often ignored, even by progressive or left wing culture, such as that is. All very difficult, and I live it every fucking day.


Day 26: If you could time travel and be a time-anthropologist for a while, without sticking out like a sore thumb (you have the language and clothes and appropriate money and a reasonable back story) when and where would you go? (I might repeat this question more than once; I can think of several time periods to write about)

This deserves a longer answer. Dunno if it will get that right now. I'd love to see what the insides of the suffragist movement and other early 20th C. reform movements were like, for example -- to live at Hull House for a while, and see what Chicago in 1910 was like, immigrants, and women, and progressive reform, and cranky Anarchist celebrity widow Lucy Parsons, and visiting speaker Emma Goldman, and women trade unionists -- oh, man the Triangle Fire, though in New York City and a year later -- and American socialists and the IWW and my own Southern biracial union, the Brotherhood of Timber Workers, which struck and was destroyed by lumber operators in 1910... Yeah. Say, June 1910 to June 1911 in the United States, able to travel around. That would be FASCINATING. I could meet people from my (unwritten but fully researched) dissertation!


Day 27: Why do you think people delude themselves that getting rid of anonymity makes the world a nicer place?

I guess they think that anonymity online allows people to be meaner assholes. But it seems to me that even having your identity linked online doesn't necessarily make people nicer (witness Facebook posts, where MOSTLY people use their own names) even among friends.

Day 28: Who is a historical figure you find interesting, and why? (Again, this is repeatable multiple times)

My classic answer would be Rosa Luxemburg, who has fascinated me since I was a (revolutionary) child. I read a volume of her letters to Leo Jogisches, her mostly long distance lover, in college at the University of Sussex, and its kittenish, vulnerable, emotionally dependent tone (contrasted to her public contempt for socialist "women's" politics) satori'd me straight into feminism, which I had not at all understood the need for, before that. But there are other historical figures I would love to know more about (or, in the case of the earlier posited historical time-traveling anthropology, to meet and possibly get to know). Jane Addams and Ellen Gates Starr (Hull House, lifelong companions); Eleanor Marx; Mary Wollstonecraft; Aphra Benn; Charlotte Perkins Gilman; Victoria Woodhull; Isabella Beecher Hooker; and oh, why not -- Lucy Maud Montgomery and Frances Hodgson Burnett and Harriet Beecher Stowe. Yeah, the whole Beecher clan (Catharine included, but Lyman and Henry definitely EXCLUDED) utterly fascinate me. Charlotte Perkins Gilman (The Yellow Wallpaper; Herland) is part of that clan, too...


Day 29: What fiction that you have read recently would you review/recommend?

Let's see. Of re-reads, I would always recommend Margaret Frazer's Sister Frevisse mysteries, set in the 1430s in a Benedictine priory. They're much more serious and better researched than the Brother Cadfael mysteries, although I like those for what they are, as well. Also Frazer's Player Joliffe series. Of books new to me, my niece (and John Green, author of The Fault in Our Stars) both recommended to me, one directly and one via an internet list -- a trilogy by Veronica Roth with the titles Divergent, Insurgent, and Allegiant. I have finished the first two books -- sort of a mash-up of ideas from The Hunger Games and Lois Lowry's The Giver series, but set in an a post-apocalyptic ramshackle downtown Chicago, on the shores of the brown, mostly dead, Marsh Michigan. So I guess the apocalypse was at least partly climate-related? The Bean is mentioned. Also the Hub (former Sears Tower), the Merchandise ("Merciless") Mart, the Hancock building, and the stone buildings across Michigan Avenue from Millenium Park. Very odd. They're interesting, very action-oriented for this generation of action junkies, somewhat thought-provoking as to how a person defines their basic characteristics or aptitudes. Not very deep. Enjoyable. What else? Another YAF book -- it's not incredibly new, but I hadn't read it before, though I'd seen the cover and title and thought, "Oh, I should read that." It's really good -- Habibi by Naomi Shihab Nye, who is a Palestinian-American poet and songwriter and author. Older than I thought. The novel is about a Palestinian-American girl whose father moves them from St. Louis to just outside Jerusalem. Its detail of the country and the conflict is deep and also poetic.
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This is from [personal profile] sabotabby, but I had to simplify it for my brain.

Think of something random you'd enjoy me babbling about, and post that topic in the comments. I will try to babble on said subject during the month of December.
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I haven't written in more than a month, and this isn't the easiest topic. What does a good life look like in a time when there's little access to meaningful work and family relationships are flexible?

I guess in brief, what a good life today would be like is inherent in the question -- access to meaningful work, and the creation of family, one way or another. I think that this sounds like a question that [personal profile] springheel_jack might have made up. It's very focused and perceptive, about exactly what people have a strong desire for, and more difficulty now than ever obtaining. Families fracture or move great distances apart geographically. Wages are far beyond stagnant and low and interesting, fulfilling jobs hard to find or qualify for or both. Leisure seems like the opiate of the masses more than religion does, although I guess both work and neither supplants the other, necessarily.

I feel lucky, in that I am close to my small family, even those who are two time-zones away -- but also somewhat worried in that I have not created my own small nuclearesque family via partner and/or children. There's a certain amount of tradition in my family of older independent widowed or single women, so let's hope I embody that tradition. My mother's mother lived alone as a widow for most of her 50s on; her sister Kay divorced a drunken artist and made her own way from the 1950s until her death in the 1990s, and seemed perfectly fulfilled. Both of them reproduced, though. Hm. Let's see... my mother's father's sister... she was a quirkyalone if ever there was one, but also pretty unhappy and possibly nuts. Lived as an adult with her parents after her long-term lesbian partnership ended, however it did. I wish I knew that story. My father's father's sister: a nun. My father's father's cousin/aunt (some relationship: I can't do those second cousin-y things) a spinster schoolteacher in Milwaukee from about 1886 until the 1930s! Ancestry.com is instructive in these patterns. Apart from genetic connections, these days, there is also a stronger idea of created family after the 1960s. I like the idea of that, but it still feels less sure or stable (even if that sureness and stability can be illusory in a family of blood).

As for jobs, I am lucky there, too -- I chose to be a teacher because I felt like there was more political and union scope in public school teaching than in professoring, and the chance of getting a job was infinitely higher. And it does feel useful to teach middle school (as I am sure it would to teach elementary, as my sister and brother-in-law do, or high school, as I often feel I would like to). All jobs are stressful and difficult at one point or another, but in teaching, for me, there are many compensations. I like to make curriculum and invent projects and find new ways to get information across or teach skills to analyze and organize information. I like to learn more history and more background on what I teach, whether it's literature, young adult fiction, grammar, or various eras and cultures in history. I like to do the projects and assignments I give students, ostensibly as "models" but also because I just like to make an illuminated manuscript letter featuring events surrounding Queen Eleanor of Aquitaine in 1175, or to do an illustrated Timeline of Muhammad's Life, or to draw maps, or birds' eye views of manors and medieval villages, or color in Islamic designs or Japanese Hiroshige prints I've recreated as line drawings. For me, all those things are fulfilling, even when the local teachers union I now belong to is much more boring than Oakland, and mostly exists to funnel phone banking for Democratic candidates, propositions, or certain local school board challengers. Ugh. It still feels more democratic, lowercase D, to work in public education as it is under assault than it seemed like it would be to work at the college level.
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1. What can you see from where you're sitting?

God, my desk is a mess. I can see: a bag of cat treats, my iPad, ready to take and read on in bed, two bottles of nail polish, one bright red and one top coat, a weekly pill box that I have to refill tomorrow, an unsteady pile of Young Adult fiction, new books from Scholastic which I want to read before I add to my classroom collection, another pile of YAF which is my own, including two old favorites (The Perilous Gard and The Sherwood Ring by Elizabeth Marie Pope) and a two-part series, new (to me) by K. M. Peyton called Small Gains and Greater Gains which are about, if descriptions are to be believed, English class conflict in the early 19th century, and transportation to Australia. Can't beat that. I can also see one of my computer speakers, a phrenology head, a plastic rocking chair with the dark-haired Sunshine Family female doll, a can of Aranciata Rossa soda, an NEA Today magazine, a tin bank shaped like a red telephone box (which doesn't have much money in it right now because I raided it to go to the races at Golden Gate Fields yesterday, where I lost most of my bets, but strangely won one on a grey horse named "Best Girl Ever" which I bet on because a) grey, and b) sounds like that terrible One Direction song which entrances my students.

2. Reading anything good/bad/dull lately?

I am at 374 books of my 365 year-long goal. They are mostly YAF, historical mysteries, and randomish memoirs -- Steve Jobs, Wil Wheaton, Melissa Gilbert are the most recent. Right now, having finished a sort of pedestrian medieval effort by a former history teacher, Mel Starr -- his series has six books so far, focused on a surgeon and bailiff near Oxford in the late 14th century, thus, plague times -- I am going back to quick rereads of Ellis Peters' genial Benedictine warrior/herbalist monk.

3. First thing you can remember

I have trouble with this. I feel like my first memories are all attached to photographs, and are thus suspect. One of the few that isn't is me burying the bathroom furniture set from my dollhouse in the snow near our apartment in Madison, Wisconsin... experimenting to see if... what? More would grow in the Spring? I don't know. I do know that was the last I saw of the little porcelain fixtures, which was a shame because they were super cool.

4. What's for supper?

I did not do supper well today because I did not do breakfast or lunch well (at all) so I was hella hungry after our dreadful staff meeting on restorative practices. So dinner was fast food on the way home.

5. What are you wearing?

a shirt to sleep in in a few minutes -- or to go to bed in, since I'll probably read for a while. I was so tired after work that I slept for several hours when I got home. This has been a frequent occurrence this year. I like the students; I'm actually enjoying what I teach; but I am dead fucking tired EVERY DAY.
maeve66: (1969)
Wow, an old-fashioned meme, apparently from somewhere called VillageCharm, via Microbie:

Name:
Most Enjoyable Current Work Assignment:
Start Date:
5 Favorites:
Recently read book:
Recently screened movie:
Quote:
Local restaurant:
Place you’ve ever visited:
Secret talent:
In another life, I might have had a career as a (blank) and I have had a job as a (blank).


Name: I love my name; it's from a John Steinbeck novel and few other women have it -- bizarrely, my last Assistant Principal had the same first name as me, and I really liked her. She got a job as a high school principal and is gone, sigh.
Most enjoyable current work assignment: showing Dorothea Lange and other WPA photographers' portraits of farmworkers, and then more recent pictures, and then the UFW organizing campaign and Cesar Chavez, as a powerpoint (yeah, I'm behind the times) to my sixth grade students, while they wrote their reactions to the pictures and then discussed them at their tables; then we read an excerpt from "The Circuit" by Francisco Jimenez, and had a whip-round discussion where everyone gave a comment or asked a question -- and my 8th grade Teaching Assistant was so interested he wanted to take part in the discussion and also wanted to find the book, which, reading between the lines is most likely because his parents or other relatives were farmworkers. I love that kid. For some reason he annoyed all his teachers last year except me.
Start Date: November 18th, 2003
5 Favorites: English breakfast tea -- loose leaf assam; books -- electronic! Ha, too many to name, but I currently have 1046 on my iPad; music -- electronic, also! Ditto, too much to choose from -- 7823 on iTunes; animals -- cats; dolls -- Sunshine Family dolls from the 1970s. I know, that last was pretty random.
Recently read book: Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacsson -- christ, what an asshole.
Recently screened movie: Man, hard to recall. There haven't been many great movies of late... I liked the last Bollywood movie I saw in a theater, Yeh Jawaani Hai Diwaani.
Quote: "50,000 deep, and it sound like thunder when our feet pound streets" -- from Blue Scholars, song of the same title, about Seattle and the anti WTO movement -- I am still a sucker for a mass demonstration, when it's really mass and not just rote habit by nearly professional activists.
Local restaurant: Hmmmm... Saul's Deli, in North Berkeley on Shattuck... very good deli food including good chopped liver, and matzo brei, and matzo ball soup and kreplach and and and...
Place I've ever visited: Um, Britain, France, Italy, Sweden, Spain, Portugal... but so long ago, now! And all over Canada and 48 of the 50 states (not Hawaii nor Florida, yet). I'd like to go to Ireland, India, Mexico... back to Britain and France.
Secret talent: Catching things I've dropped before they hit the ground.
In another life I might have had a career as an archaeologist and I have had a job as a translator and interpreter of French.
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No, I am not posting a picture. I am sick, I look sickly. I didn't list any huge challenges to overcome or goals to meet within the time period of this 365 day meme, so I have none to report. I'm glad to have done the whole year, though -- I am impressed at my staying power despite the incredible banality of a lot of the topics. Yes, I could have quit because it was stupid, lots of times. But I decided to finish it and I am glad I did. [personal profile] springheel_jack suggests we come up with our own list of topics, because I am not entirely sure what is going to motivate me to write now that this meme is done. Agh. I guess I will see whether I now suddenly stop writing regularly, and then decide. In any case,

I am done!
maeve66: (Default)
No, not really. My beloved Rilke died, and I grieved a long time. Now I have a silly little kitten girl who needs to get spayed pronto. She's sweet, though I don't think she has all the personality depths and quirks that Rilke did. But it's early days. I am probably more emotionally free of M. than I have been in years. I think I am, net, unhealthier, and I need to work on blood sugars. I don't hate my job more -- I might like it a bit more, this year, in fact. I am intentionally and consciously not dating (whatever the slight hanging on of J. means, which is purposely platonic on my part anyway) and not doing that -- especially in its online variants -- makes me relieved and glad. I might be becoming slowly financially healthier -- I have only a couple more payments on my car, and then I can roll that money over to my single credit card, and I am slowly, slowly building up savings. Once the credit card is paid off, I should roll that money over to the school district's 413b or whatever that stuff is called, ugh.
maeve66: (black and white tea)
It was tentative, like someone walking into an echoing, empty room and starting to talk to herself, self-conscious that someone unknown to her might be actually listening. The first few were like that, actually. I think it was November, 2003. Wow. I have just been rereading the first several entries. Nine years on, I do not know most of the people who commented then.

Yes, this entry is late. It was TDay. I was grateful for family and friends, but not grateful for my health, because that damned sneaky cold which I thought was ebbing, was not, so I could not smell a thing, or taste much of Thanksgiving at all. Very sad, it all looked great.
maeve66: (me in sixth grade)
... I don't know. I tell social lies. Big lies? Given that the meme-originator is in high school (or was)... were there any Big Lies back then, for me? I had a lot of lies of omission, where one parent assumed I was sleeping at the other's house, when I wasn't. Ah, divorce. I had a lot of ... I don't know what you would call them -- action lies, e.g. forging my father's signature on sick notes. I got very good at his signature, enough so that I could easily have cashed checks, not that it occurred to me to do so. I didn't cheat at things, so no lying there. There wasn't much discipline -- I think I was punished exactly twice, both times by grounding, and both times I ignored my mother's diktat, and she couldn't do anything about it, as she was at work, probably working her 9 PM shift, since I clearly recall leaving the house and taking the El to Old Town in Chicago, to see a folk concert I was very keen about. In biggish crises, like my many, many fender benders, I never lied about being at fault. I dunno. I don't think I can identify one Big Lie. Maybe my sister could, on my behalf.

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